Number 2

I did a pregnancy test this evening.

The thinking was, that I'd quite like to have child number 2 when child number 1 is turning 3 (a nice bit of number confusion for you there!). And then I thought to myself "you can't really choose, maybe I should start early and then hopefully in 6 months time, bingo!".

Well it didn't quite work out like that. I wouldn't even class myself as 'trying', merely not 'not trying' anymore.

Yesterday was 6 weeks since my last period and although I already felt pretty certain I was pregnant, my god, seeing that blue line on the test makes SUCH a difference. It's real now. I'm not sure I'm ready yet... I have said, out loud, a few times this evening, "oh my god, what have I done?". You see, I only have one ovary now so I honestly thought it would take twice as long to get pregnant. I never really considered that it might happen straight away. I suppose I am incredibly lucky but it hasn't suck in enough yet for me to appreciate this. Wow.

I think it's going to take a little while to get used to the idea. And in the meantime, hubby's going to kill me for blogging about it. Hoping none of my friends or family have discovered my blog yet. If you have, please be discreet. Thanks. Eeeeek! Another baby!